Day 2: Closet Edging, and Facebook Restrictions
Two of the hardest parts of the new restrictions are the daily limit on Facebook time (30 minutes) and the hour of edging in the closet before sleep.
Not having Facebook open all the time is terrible. I’ve been so used to having it up as a constant tab, something to just duck into and update myself on. It’s also a nice secondary chat program, getting to some people who don’t use Yahoo or AIM. Not to mention using it to kill time during my breaks at work! All in all, being cut down to 30 minutes a day…and having to get permission to log in first…it’s a HUGE adjustment I’m not fond of.
The other big difficulty is that hour of edging. Edging is bad enough…but when I’m in bed, or in front of the computer…there’s some kind of distraction or interaction that makes it much more bearable. When I’m locked up in the closet…in the dark…just me and the edging…it’s intense, with my mind running wild without interruption. Not to mention the predicament itself…being in bed early, knowing everyone is still up.
So…it’s starting to get to me (already), but as I told Mistress…that’s kinda the point 
